Johanna Kristine Gingerich Feil, 17, of Lisbon, lost her struggle and long battle with bipolar depression on Wednesday, November 11, 2015. Memorial Service: 2:30 p.m. Wednesday, November 18, 2015, at St. John the Baptist Catholic Church, Mount Vernon, by Chaplain Dr. Catherine Quehl-Engle.
She was born September 13, 1998, to Lon Eugene and Diane Kay Gingerich Feil, at their home. Johanna enjoyed music, reading, writing, drawing, and laughing with friends. She volunteered at the Cedar Valley Humane Society, and loved spending time with her dog, Sneakers and cat, Boots. Johanna was a junior at the Mount Vernon Alternative Education School, and had many friends.
Johanna is survived by her parents; brother, Tristan; grandparents, Keith and Mildred Gingerich; aunts and uncles, Gwen (Mark) Hostetler, Todd (Robin) Feil, Kris Feil, Bev (Del) Bonar, and Brian (Denise) Feil; and many cousins and friends.
She was preceded in death by her paternal grandparents, Ralph and Ardeth Feil.
In lieu of flowers, memorials may be directed to the Cedar Valley Humane Society or the Lisbon Public Library.
My deepest sympathy to Johanna’s family. She was so sweet and creative. She was loved and will be missed by so many. Prayers for comfort and strength, Joycelyn George
I had the pleasure of directing Johanna in MVLCT ‘ S play festival. She was great in her role. I will cherish that experience. Paul Freese
I’m so very sorry for your family’s loss of Johanna. My thoughts and prayers are with you during this most difficult time.
I am so sorry for the loss of Johanna. She touched many lives, and I remember her from her elementary music years and then occasionally seeing her in the hallway at school. She’d always return my smile. She was so creative, and such a sweet soul with a heart for animals. My heart aches for all she went through, and all your family is going through. My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Johanna, words cannot express how the loss of your smile will affect us all. One of my favorite memories of you was when you were creating your “Dog Walking Business.” I think of your smile and delight as you were putting that together, not just because you loved dogs so much, but because you were leading a small group of bright young ladies and your passion lit a fire with those girls. My heart is broken in the loss of you here with us, but I know that the Lord has gone before us to prepare a place for us. He loves you and understands. My prayers go out to all of your family (especially your wonderful parents) and friends who love you. God bless you my dear friend, Mrs. Jurgensen ~ Mrs. J.
Johanna, you are missed. You taught me to teach. You showed me that great souls can arrive in little packages. You twinkled here, and now we will look for you in the sky. Lon, Diane, Tristan, and all of the family and friends, may her memories make you smile more than her absence makes you cry.
I ill miss you so more .I have lot memories
good pools everyday in 2012 . he smile it’s happen dens to our friendship.
she made this for me . I still have this .
I never forget year of 2012 ! Lisbon lions in summer .
the I NEVER forget you Johanna .
I am here for the family .
JoJo, we spent so much time together when we went to Lisbon way back, you were so full of spunk and uniqueness and still are. I miss all our random times together laughing and joking around walking the Lisbon halls together. I saw you a few weeks before everything happen, we were at Casey’s getting gas and you came right up and it was the best thing to see your smile again and to just see you. We shared so many great times together and I will always remember them no matter what happens through thick or thin times you were the best friend I will never forget. R.I.P my dear little sister. Love and miss you girly
When we were together we were always having fun. Smiling, lauhing, doing blind makeovers, as much as we did those it was still the best time. Jo, I miss you and I always will, but I love you more than I miss you. All the times we went to the park just to get out of the house. I will truly miss them. I miss you Jo Jo. I love you
Hmm….let’s see where do I start. We’ve had and made so many great memories. Its sad to know we can’t make more 😔
I came to the Alternative school in late February of last year. I didn’t know anybody ( except for a few people from mount vernon) and I honestly just wanted to get my work done and get out of there. But in gym you came up to me and said hi and we started talking a little bit and than we realized that we some what already knew each other. Thanks to our awesome brother’s (; and ever since than we’ve just been great friends and we were partners for everything! Haha I remember when Mr Studt had us pick teams by drawing a number out if the hat and somehow for some reason we got the same number and I remember Mr. Studt trying to get us to switch with somebody but we’re just like Noo….(: Towards the beginning of this year we played badminton in gym and I remember we suck so so so so much but that’s what made it more entertaining. Even though we lost about every game , we still gave each other High fives and just laughed it off. You a always gave me rides home from school and even though you groaned and moaned and acted like you hated it, I knew you loved it 😉 you enjoyed my company especially when I would yell out the window at random boys . one time when you drove me home, we were talking and we missed the turn to my house so we ended up going around the block. I have three most recent memories that i have with you that I would like to share. About three weeks ago we were sent outside to paint and prime those two bean bag boards. And we desperately hated this because out teacher would come out and yell at us because we “aren’t doing it right.” even after he showed us we still did it our way because it was faster. And better (; Plus we were to busy listening to Disney songs . I remember you me and Brooke just jamming out to A whole New world and other great Disney classics without a care in the world. The other memory I have is actually the mist recent of all. It happened on Thursday…. It was break time and we were both hungry and so I made my usual famous peanut butter and brown sugar sandwich and you had Mandarin oranges ( or whatever they’re called. I remember we had a there minute argument over how they were pronounced because I was CONVINCED they were called Margarine oranges….and I’m still convinced) unfortunately you had a tough time opening up the can because the can opener was so cheap it wouldn’t go through the metal top. So Mr. Studt came over to help and he too couldn’t get it open. I wish I got a picture of this because you two were both hunched over the sink trying to pry it open. Who knew it would be that hard to open up a can of oranges. My favorite memory of all time happened six weeks ago when we sat outside during break and took selfies and funny pictures together. That was the best time of my life. And I’m glad we did that (: even though your name was Johanna, Jo, and JoJo I called you Josephine. I don’t know why and I don’t know how it happened but I just started doing it and it stuck haha. And I guess you got used to it because you would always reply 😁 You were so very pretty and you know I would tell you that but I wish I told you more 🙁 And to go with that pretty face of yours is your brain. You were very smart and always had an answer for everything. A sarcastic answer… But still an answer. You always spoke your mind despite what people would think. I know everyone has said this more than once but you were so nice. So sweet, and so kind. You’ve touched so many people. Not only did we lose a friend. But a family member. To whom whoever knew you can say that yes, you were apart of their family. We all miss you Jo. ♡
I’m so sorry for your loss. I’ll always miss you Johanna, you were an angel that was taken from this earth too early😞 I truly hope that you found peace within yourself. I also hope that heaven has a library for your love of reading. ❤️
Johanna was a student of mine when she was in 5th grade. She was so talented, especially in language arts. When she was in middle school, she sent me stories she had written so I could critique them. I loved every minute of seeing how much her writing had blossomed.
I will be thinking of and praying for your family. I, too, lost a child, so I know the struggle you are facing. It is a rough road.
Erin Chalupa
She and I had good times together. She always made me smile and was always cheery. I loved hanging out with her even if most of the time all we did was sing songs and drink choloate milk.
I practiced yoga with Johanna since 2008. She came to class almost every Sunday morning with her dad. I thought what a sweet girl spending time with her dad when she could have been sleeping in. The last time I saw her she shared that she spent Halloween volunteering at the library. Most teenagers would have been with their friends at Halloween parties. Johanna’s spirit will be in our Sunday morning class for many years. Allene Pease
Lon, Diane, Tristan and many family and friends of Johanna,
Our thoughts and prayers are with all of you, please know that you have many people thinking of you.
Slick, Skeeter, Mitch and Matt Montgomery
Your family is in our thoughts. Sending you much love during this difficult time. I enjoyed reading Johana’s poetry, very creative. May she find peace and feel the love we all share for her.
Johanna was one of the first students our daughter meet when we moved to Lisbon 4 years ago. She and Jenna became very close right from the start and I will be forever grateful for the time the girls got to spend together. They leaned on each other when they got down, but most of the time there were laughs and screams coming from the bedroom as they watched their favorite horror movies. They shared a common bond for the love of animals with big plans to move to Colorado together and share a place where they would be surrounded by cats and horses.
Lon, Diane and Tristan, our family’s thoughts and prayers are with you, as well as our memories of giggles, smiles, screams and hugs your daughter shared with Jenna. Thank you for letting her be a part of our daughters life
Good Bless.
Curt, Dee, Jack and Jenna Adolphson
Johanna was in my son Payton’s class at Lisbon. Although he wasn’t real close with your daughter, our family would like to extend our deepest sympathy to your family. Unfortunately, our extended family has also been affected by depression and we know how real and how painful it can be. We are praying that God’s peace and comfort will be very evident to you all in the days ahead. We will continue to pray for your family. Sincerely, Jim, Amy, Payton and Kate Kitterman
Lon, Diane, Tristan, and all those who knew Johanna – my heart goes out to each of you, especially you Lon and Diane. I don’t believe that I ever had the pleasure of meeting your children Lon, but I remember when we sat in the “Design Suite” that you would have creations from them occasionally at your desk, and sometimes when seeing you at the picnic table by the gas station you would share stories of what they each have going on in their lives. Sounds like Johanna had many wonderful interests and passions. – Tight hugs, Amie Kelley.
Although I have never met Johanna or any of her family and friends, I want to extend my deepest sympathies to all of you. I’ve read the previous posts, and it’s obvious that she touched so many lives in positive ways. I am a father, grandfather, and a retired teacher, so I am always saddened by the passing of a young person. When I read that she “lost her struggle and long battle with bipolar depression”, I truly wished I could have “reached out to her”. I live with this illness everyday myself. I was happy to see that she enjoyed reading and writing, since I was an English teacher. I’m a dog lover as well. Again, I am very sorry for your loss. Johanna will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. God bless you!
Bob Hines
From Mr. Jason Pershing and the student from the Alt. Ed. School in Mount Vernon:
Please take a minute and close your eyes, envision Jo at her happiest moment.
That image that you just had is what we remember at a daily basis, during life skills, online learning, class debates, field trips and especially during Gym. We remember Jo having so much success in gym, learning how to serve a volleyball, bump set spike, and watch the rest of her classmates as well as Mr. Studt and Mr. Pershing attempt to do the same. Jo was a valued, important part of the Alternative Classroom on First Street. She was our classroom greeter, or sometimes our concierge who always had to open the door for guests. But she did it with grace, just as she did her creative writings, or her class discussions. She was even graceful when she told Mr. Pershing that he was the most disruptive person while at the Czech Museum for a field trip. She did it with a smile and confidence.
Students saw her happy, engaged, focused on her education and creating after High School goals.
This girl was._My best friend i remember she used to come and talk to me and see how i am doin she has saved my life. I wish i could thank her for that. She was always there for me to talk to. She was a great friend. I miss her more than anything, and im sorry to everyone that loves, and cares about Johanna. I feel really bad that shes gone but things happen, and we have to get through it. Its gona be hard, but i think we can all get through this. Never let go, and its okay to talk about the memories of her. She did not deserve what happen to her. I send my regards to everyone who is feeling down because of this amazingly beautiful girl named Johanna.
still this day … I think about her everyday
how much fun we had going pool everyday in 2012 summer time
I wish could back some time have more fun with her spend more time with her
I still stay up some nights to try and relive the memories, and feelings of having her there with me. She was my best friend in the whole world. it still hurts so much to this day. I honestly still cant believe she’s gone.
I still remember sitting outside late at night. Looking at the stars, playing in the rain. I miss you so much!